My Sanctuary

I lie to people a lot. I just can't help it. because how do you look someone in the eye and tell them that over the last weekend, instead of being a productive person and studying for your mid term quizzes or writing essays, or being semi productive and at least starting something, or not being productive at all because you were out enjoying yourself, instead of all of that you hid in your room doing nothing trying to distract yourself from the familiar waves of despair threatening to engulf you, watching time tick by, culminating in a near panic attack which in turn made you skip class on monday. how.