today I did something that scared me. it will probably seem insignificant to many, but still, I did it. steeling myself up to pick up the phone, I kept telling myself not to feel scared, that I've faced scarier phone conversations before and survived, that there wasn't anything to be afraid of. even now my fingers still tremble a little. I'm trying, honestly. but it's so hard, and I'm so tired. it feels like I'm trying to claw my way up a slippery slope, you think you're making progress but suddenly, inconceivably, you slip up and down you go again. is this my new normal? please no.
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