My Sanctuary

I have finally run out of things to do on the internet and must now face my History essay..... can someone remind me again why I ever thought history would be an okay subject to do at college level? but first, my poor handsome,golden,smelly baby is HALF BLIND AT THE AGE OF 3!!!!! okay, that might be exaggerating it a little. his vision in unclear in his right eye. There. butbutbut how can my poor baby fight with other mean nasty dogs now? What if they sneak up on him from the right and he doesn't see them coming because of his condition and because of that...IT'S NOT FAIR I mean just look at him sprawling so majestically on the floor...

it's weird how I think eating cold bean curd at 6.30am will give me a stomachache, but eating it at 3.30am won't. oh I am so screwed for school in 3 hours.

August special: Ways I fail as a person 1. Last Sunday, 19 000 people visited the Istana. 3 people somehow managed to lose their way and ended up wandering around Sophia road. Guess who was one of them? 2. It's been more than a year since I moved into my new house. On Wednesday I just found out that there is a papaya tree in my backyard...when my tuition teacher pointed it out. 3. This is the second time in a row I have forgotten to bring my graphic calculator to school for an important maths test because I spent the night before studying and left it on my desk instead of putting it in my school bag. On another note, I like sitting in front during my economics tuition because NO ONE CAN BLOCK MY VIEW OF THE WHITE BOARD ANYMORE. Oh, and teachers tend not to focus on students sitting right in front. And since no one else wants to sit in front, I get the whole table and 3 extra chairs to dump all my stuff on.

my dad was piling beef on my plate today at dinner, and I'm like, " I'm not anemic dad, i just have low iron count -_-" dad: Ok. *continues piling beef on plate* I really want to donate my frigging blood.

If Harry Potter was an anime... this. is . AWESOME!!!

chocolate explosion now that my dad's back....and hopefully getting Austrian chocolates from my brother when he gets back too? yeah, I seem to be riding on some new high happy chocolate wave of bliss combined with new performances by hey!say!jump, and a new chapter from kuroshitsuji, I am content for now I guess I don't need to take whatever drugs to get high, just give me cartloads of chocolate and I'm good.

you know what's horrible and depressing?(more horrible than all the projects and homework I have now i mean) having a brother that went to the exact same school taking the exact same subject combination...no wait, he had a HARDER subject combination, taking 4 h2 subjects, and knowing that he did infinitely better than I ever could, that he never once came close to failing or getting a U grade while I on the other hand am.....screwing up everything in every possible way.