My Sanctuary

I also resolve to study much harder next year. I mean, I love my major, so it's really just years of ingrained laziness and procrastination that's stopping me. I've already seen for myself that studying produces results. I don't know why that still surprises me, because it really shouldn't. and my dreams are within reach, I can see it. All I have to do is put in the effort, and I will. I will.

the end of another year is almost upon us. I was reviewing my New Year's resolutions for this year and I actually managed to fulfill one of them.  Of course I dismally failed the other, failed so badly I don't even know where to start again. am I better off than I was a year ago? Specifically I mean December of 2013?  Definitely not. I mean, don't even get me started on where I was a year ago. It still hurts to think about it, of how different my present could be if things had only gone differently. but am I better off than 2 years ago? Hell yes. I will admit there have been tremendous setbacks this year, but on the other hand I can not ignore the progress made, no matter how little. I've actually surprised myself by setting some new life goals to work toward to in the coming few years. they're still pretty tentative, and the thought of not being able to fulfill them terrifies me everyday, but it's a start in giving some direction to my life. I und