okay,I've changed my mind. Matsushita Yuya is officially the best cosplayer for Sebastian. Ever. whoever cast him to play Sebastian in the musical is a genius. he's such a great singer, and a really good dancer as well. his voice is lovely, I wouldn't mind him singing me to sleep every night:)
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