my dad was piling beef on my plate today at dinner, and I'm like, " I'm not anemic dad, i just have low iron count -_-" dad: Ok. *continues piling beef on plate* I really want to donate my frigging blood.
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chocolate explosion now that my dad's back....and hopefully getting Austrian chocolates from my brother when he gets back too? yeah, I seem to be riding on some new high happy chocolate wave of bliss combined with new performances by hey!say!jump, and a new chapter from kuroshitsuji, I am content for now I guess I don't need to take whatever drugs to get high, just give me cartloads of chocolate and I'm good.
you know what's horrible and depressing?(more horrible than all the projects and homework I have now i mean) having a brother that went to the exact same school taking the exact same subject combination...no wait, he had a HARDER subject combination, taking 4 h2 subjects, and knowing that he did infinitely better than I ever could, that he never once came close to failing or getting a U grade while I on the other hand am.....screwing up everything in every possible way.
yes, I like to have posts that just contain cryptic little phrases because I'm mysterious and shit. or, because I'm feeling more pissed off and impatient and bitter lately. I just don't have the patience to craft a proper blog post and honestly i don't know what to post either. what's the point? it's not 'everyone seems depressed lately', everyone ALWAYS seems depressed well what do you expect? exams have just passed and then oh yeah, you remember you have more exams in 2 weeks time and by the way have you forgotten? you're FAILING. how can chinese be my best subject? It has never in my whole life ever come close to being my best subject so that gives you an inkling of how horrible everything else is. horrible,horrible,horrible. that seems to be my new favorite word.
after a long day of school with damn cramps + anxiety(okay,who am I kidding? I'm scared shit out of my mind) for a'level chinese oral tomorrow, the one thing that brings a smile to my face is hearing the energetic angelic voice of chinen yuri! okay, I can't seem to find a more recent picture but never mind. his wide, sweet sincere smile never fails to lighten up my day. while watching his newest performances, the pain from my cramps miraculously disappeared, I felt so happy and contented and I was smiling stupidly at the computer screen the whole time. his voice seems to have finally broken....I think. I'm a big fan of kamichan , and thanks to him, I've been able to keep track of hey!say!jump's activities with ease. so just want to give a big THANK YOU for his tireless efforts ,and to let him know that his efforts are very much appreciated! sorry, I couldn't resist one more.