I think I may have what it's called, an addictive personality,
as seen from my binges on chocolate,crackers, toffees, coffee, and most recently, pistachio nuts. I apparently ate so much I developed a sore throat and almost fell sick.
people with an addictive personality will "show impulsive behavior such as excessive caffeine consumption, internet usage, eating of chocolates or other sugar-laden foods, television watching, or even running"
now with the exception of the running part, that totally tells the story of my life.
so great, in the course of my revision for my exams I've just discovered a new disorder that I most likely have. (this was done through the use of the internet, which I tried to ban myself from by giving my laptop to my mother but which I can and do still access now from the desktop. Oops)
see I used to think I had bipolar disorder, but then no, I found out that that's just puberty and hormones and stuff.
but I really do think I have an addictive personality, I mean, it would really explain a lot of things.
like how obsessed I will get over new things that I like.
For example, I managed to finish watching all 6 seasons of how I met your mother in the last 1.5 weeks of the june holidays.
Or, how back in 2009, I managed to read 100+ chapters of a manga online in one day instead of doing my e-learning.
Or the countless number of times I have binged on random assorted food items.

and this revelation and blog post actually serve no purpose except to further prolong my procrastination.

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