My Sanctuary

death by a 3 hour literature paper. 2 papers tomorrow= 4h 45min worth of writing put into perspective, I have 7h 45min(consisting of 1 math paper and 6 essays to write) before exams are over. and I wonder why most of those science students have such a nice exam timetable with only 1 paper each day, coming to the conclusion that people just hate arts students contemplating abandoning all hope and just going to sleep now. besides, why on earth is h1 math paper 2.5hours long?????????? coming to the realization that I'm not even doing a full history exam yet as exhausted as I am already the worst is yet to come. rambling fractured thoughts why do history students learn about the global economy pfft as of now I officially hate all forms of higher education, also hate myself for bringing this on myself I swear I will never be so unprepared again

so due to my experience in staying up late, I thought I'll just plot a timeline on the changes in my mood throughout the night/early morning 10-11pm: meh still early,I'm FULL OF ENERGY!!!! 11pm-12am: omg I am dying save me I'm too tired I can't do this anymore 12-1am: okay fine, I guess I'm not so tired after all, I can do this 2-4am: I want to sleep now now now I mean now my bed is beckoning me I love my bed I swear I will never leave it again I hate the world I hate my life I hate everyone 4-5am: what is this I..... 5-7am: stupefied coma(basically operating on autopilot, don't expect me to respond) 7-???: depending on the time/my mood/the weather/etc. I will either be dead the whole day or lightheaded and giggly so now torn between sleep and my literature essay due tomorrow. I shouldn't procrastinate, I shouldn't. Or I'll end up sleeping at 6am. But then I have no school. I shouldn't. Should I? I shouldn't. Hmm.... On another note my birthd...